| Standing on the edge of time, it seems that everything moves faster. Though, it could just be that I'm moving slower. I stand and watch as everyone moves on. People grow, and change. Those I love pass by and find someone new. Everything finds it's place...except for me.
I can find no forgiveness for my sins. God has left me to fight alone. Everything around feels so empty, so used. When everything is already taken, then what is left for me?
I'm really all alone.
I let them live in the illusion. I was weak, and now I'm paying for it. The memories return. Those which were never mine will not leave. I find myself afraid to see... |
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| Boredom
is, decidedly,
the worst feeling
that exists
inside of us.
Grah.
Relationships
always do this to me.
I end up thinking
about the girl
much-o-much
too much.
Now, it becomes
impossible
to distract myself
with other stuff.
So, I'm bored whenever
they have something better to do.
I need more friends... |
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| The rain falls down
drip, drip, dripping
On you, my child
The water washes
Away those tears
Which marred your face
Clean
New
Lay your head down
Let the water
Be your blanket
Wake up to find
A new day
Waiting
Just for you... |
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| i'm bored
emily is here on Xanga
and shes the only one who reads this
hi emily
yes
today
i
went to the regal
and hung out with Cece
who is crazy
yes she is |
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| I haven't the faintest clue why I'm making this entry
I doubt even Emily will read this
personally
I think I'm crazy
well
i know im crazy
but stfu
my music isnt working
it upsets me much
fuck off hampster |
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